Let me tell you something I recently learned about myself, I JUST HATE GOODBYES especially when the person you are biding goodbye is that single entity in your life for whom you can make it snow on any of the hottest days or make the sun shine when there are none chance of any dry piece of land anyhow in the deadleast cold of winters, no being could ever have survived in. Even though you may or may not know, the lengths between the crusts and the troughs of the same wave I have in me and my heart flowing for the same entity, in a way does depict the depths of my emotions.
However I feel at the same time being a puzzle whose maybe the majority of pieces that were in places they belonged until now, had been not only dislocated but completely erased from the far sights one could see. Before I was incomplete, now I am incompetent, I was incognito, now I am unrecognized, I was at the sea level now I am the core . I was not perfect, now I am far from inperfect.
I find it difficult to summarizes the experiences yet the gist of emotional expression emerge from the tip of fingers I am typing with.
Know how, whatever my fait is, I deem myself to behava according to the situations I will be tested with.
I am yet on an ongoing but incomplete journey to find the extremes of what I call in depth contemplitaton of the processed date gained by one "especially me" through his/her senses of sight, smell and many others. It's as difficult as it was when I had to bid some else a familiar good bye even though the situations were not at all similar, the only difference I can think of is that at that instant I was Incapable rather may I say, I didn't had the tools to express the emotions but this time i can express myself as well as convey my message clearly to the outer world.
My day to day life, pre-event, "the same event which changed my emotional reasoning drastically",differed extremely from the post life which followed. It was like as if the bubble I was in suddenly and upright out of no where! got BRUSTED and never existed before.
Be it as if, I am in no way the only one who would have this exact sense of fell I just shared with you.
Now let me tell you what could be beneficial for you in general through this experience I had just met.
# There's always a side of you undiscovered, waiting for you to see if you want to have it all Or leave it.
#Never expect yourself to be of a particular personality, most of the times you will be left disappointed.
#Never expect anything less than you give.