Why is it so hard to stick to a particular habit that is good for one and isn't true vice versa.

 Do ask me how to completely get rid of one's not-so-good habits cause I am a procrastinator and not that I can't control, but I can't destroy and get rid of it quickly. I bet that every day I make my mind go through (just brainstorming and not do anything) what needs to be done, the next day, I see myself disappointed and the cause being no one else than me.

 Which makes me regret and I in inturn waste further of my time. None the less there comes a point not once, but thrice when we are fully aware of our potential, and for only that clock we have full control of our mindset and are capable of things which in other instances seem to be an impossible task.

I just want to live through the dreams I dream of yet some force keeps me pulling backward and what in return achieves is that I lose is time. Any way possible I want myself to wake up the next day try to live the perfect life achieve what I need to and be helpful to those who need and have an imprint if not impact on this huge world. This isn't only true for me but for anybody else in my window, those who achieve such heights seem to be alienated from the commons like us.

And maybe somewhere inside not just me but anybody else I guess has the same goals in the big picture(general conclusion) and every one of them looks forward to the day when one could make his/her family proud, highers his mentors' dignity and make their loved ones cry of joy. Not only make such imaginations me jealous of who had crossed this mark of a green garden on the village roadside covered by huge poplar trees parallel beside the blue lake full of trout in one life, still gives me goosebumps and makes me think of the arrival of the same day for me. I hope my ambitions be towards the good and great.

 May our dreams, wishes, and hope come to life and prove to be good for all mankind. BYE